Just let me say that I’m not failed. For you I’m NOTHING, I know you can’t see me.  So, I always think: What I can do? You won’t talk to me. I’m sad, I feel that all I have around is you. Because all I want to see is you, all I want is to be with you. But I can’t, and I know that. So I won’t look back and see you, I’ll leave you.